My lost self
At exactly 12:00pm as usual,I went partying with my friends and came back home heavily drunk and exhausted, I fell on my bed and slept off. I woke up at exactly 5:25pm and rushed my sahuur.I observed my ghusl bath shortly after my sahuur and observed my early morning prayer. It’s going to be a long day sighs…..
I can’t believe I’ve resumed fasting arghhhh…..
As usual,class began at exactly 9:00am and this time there’s a new Muslim girl in my school. My school is a mixed school of Muslims and Christians but we have few Muslims which I happen to be one of them. Her name is Hikmah and she’s quite nice. Hii, salaam alaikum sis-She said. Walaykum salaam I replied, hope you’re enjoying your stay in our school?She smiled and said yes. She then asked whether we can be friends which I accepted without much thought. I took her around the school as we chatted all along. She told me a lot about herself ;as she’s from a very religious background and the month of Ramadan as always been the best for her. She explained how she loves fasting during Ramadan and how disappointed she feels during her period. I kept thinking to myself how she could feel disappointed during her period. That’s strange I bursted as she looked at me at smiled. How’s Ramadan going she asked? Hope you aren’t finding it too difficult? I explained how demanding it was and how tired I get at the end of class. She looked so understanding and she kept pacifying me saying “Don’t worry,Allah will reward you abundantly”.I just love everything about her and I really enjoyed chatting with her. she mentioned the fact that they were organizing an iftar in her house and that she’s inviting for iftar. I was wondering coz no one has ever invited me over that I could only give a reply at once.” I’ll get back to you on that”-I replied. Ok I’ll be expecting -she concluded. We went back to the class for the next lecture.I feel so tired arghh…….My poor tummy ðŸ˜ðŸ¥º -I cried. This is too much for me to bear, Just because of this challenge if not I won’t keep up with this fasting thing.
The class session ended earlier today around past 4 because the next lecturer isn’t around. I packed my bag and was about heading towards the gate when Hikmah stopped me. Hii she said- Hope you’re fine ? You slept all through the class. I’m so tired and hungry and I’m not used to this fasting thing -I said. She found my reactions strange as she kept challenging me with some questions.Why are you complaining so much? Are you not used to fasting? She asked and this made me feel quite uncomfortable as I left without saying anything……..
Will the new girl have a great impact on her? Will aliyah not find her discomforting when she gets corrected? Will she cut off her partying??
Find out in the next episodes 🥰🥰
